Lets see.aaron ocana rodriguez junior.well i love you.i honestly truely love you.im sorry for all those timess i started the argumentsss.im sorry for gettn mad and beingg a smartt ass for no reasonnn.but what i love,is that in the end we laugh and act stupid.thatss why i love u.i kno sometimesss i mite not look or act like the best girlfriend.but your honestly the BEST thing that has happend to me.i was lost and confused before i met you.and ever since you came into my life,i figurd out who i'am and why i'am here. im here because of you!im here for you.and all the other people i love and care about.you've changed me more than you know..you kno how to make me cheessyy and make me laugh.and everytime i talk to you,everythingg just feelss so rite.and all the problemss in the world dont matterr.cuz in those momentss all i wana do is be with you.when u hug me close to you,i feel soo warm and happy..i never wana let go.i can talk to you on and on and never stop..but then you kno OUR momss get pissed.Lol.but that dont stop uss.sometimesss i cant look at yur face cuz i get soo cheesy and happy just lookingg at you.yourr soo pure and beautifull,and you dont even know it.i can see the good in you that you dont even know you have.you can do sooo good in yur life,and you will.i'll be there to help you out and cheer you on.i dont need money and stuff,idont need a big house or nice clothes.i told u,as long as iam with you and we're both happy than thatss all that matters.alll i want is for you to be happy and smiling..if your happy than im happy.. everynight i lay awake thinking about you.i think about your smile,how it can brighten my day.i think about your laugh which i treasure with everything. i might not say the rite things or do the rite things but,the rite thing i know how to do is love you! there are so many things i can write about you.but i would write on and on...lets just say your the one.your one,that makes my day.your the one that makes me smile all the time. your the one thats always on my mind.your the one im crazy about. baby i love you...im sorry im not perfect.im sorry if i say the wrong things.im sorry if i bring your day down.im sorry im a little messed up. but youre the reason im here.man,if you werent my everything,id be nothing. before you i was lost and confused.now,i know whats wrong and whats rite. the rite thing,is to be with you always and forever. and the wrong thing,is to hurt you or get you mad. but i promise you!i will not hurt you.you mean tooo much to me to get you hurt. and mad.baby ima try,im trying soooo hard not to get you mad.when youre mad im mad.and having you mad hurts me. always and forever babe.im sorry for everything ive done. but im not sorry for loving you! because your the best thing thats happend to me,im so thankful for you being in my life.thank you for accepting who i'am.we mite be different and weird in our own way.but youre also,everything im not.you're my other half,without you im not whole..you're soooo fckn awesome!i kno you think u make mistakes and always screw things up.well,that goes both wayss.but you kno,at the end,we always fix it and learn from those mistakess.i dont knoww HOW! im goingg to go cali and not talk and see you like i do now.these past few dayss we havent been talkingg as much.and itss killlingg me! i misss you soooo much!and imagine in cali.omg, rite now,all i wana do is hear yur voice and smile..but when im in cali,ima gona be strong not just for me but for us.im not gona give up on uss..i wont.you may waay too much to me to just give up and walk away from.you told me always and forever and i told u until the end.and bby,im keepingg that promisse..no matterr what..remember that song obsesion by aventura. you said was for me.well yep thatss how i feeel..beingg up at 5 in da morningg just thinkingg about yur beautiful face..i can runaway with you and be happpy foreverr.but NOOO,i have ta concentrate on schoool!Lol..but wait!bby,i graduated! ;) hehe,damn yur the one for meee.i love you sooo much,you dont kno how much i care for you.ill love you if u were poor or some hobo.Lol.or if you weighd 300 poundss..but yur ass is getn ta the gym (hehe inside joke).i kno theres ppl out there who tell me ta be careful and watchout,but from who? i know im safe and warm as long as im in your armss...me.you.us,this isnt gona end!i wont let it happen..i didnt choose you over ____,(u kno who) i chose happy over lie.she said she would always be there for me..& what?where is she?best friendss,can forgive no matter what.i guesss she was just to selfish to do that.i KNOW being with you isnt a mistake,if this was a mistake than you wouldnt be on my mind 24/7.you wouldnt be the reason im soo happy and in love..march 28,2008.not only the day we got together,but the day i knew i want to be with you A&F UTD.your 17 im 14.and? your my viejo untill we're viejitoss.Lol..remember i said.sometimess people write the thingss they cant say..well here,bby thiss is how much you mean to me! believe me,i can write soooo much more.like,when im havingg a bad day just talkingg to you makes me so happy.or how i love when u say youre so proud of me,when my own mother doesnt.how u get jeolouss over something thats so stupid.i love how much you care..yess it does get annoyingg,but yess you do care.and how betsy "my lover" helpss you have fun and laugh..bby,ican write on and on..but im sleepy and my fingerss hurt.Lol..bottom line is.i love you.and no matter how far away we are my heart will always be near yourss.i will ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU, a&f utd.i love you,junior.♥3.28.08..finishd on thurs june 5th.at 2:02 a.m
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I cry,
he hits,
I scream,
he kicks.
my ribs are bruised,
my arm is swollen,
my heart races,
time is frozen.
too many faces.
How can 1 man,
who i look much alike,
hit his daughter,
making her a motherless wife?
Opals && Gold
He knows what he's doing,
but not what I'll do,
somehow I can't find the way threw.
Mama holds me tight,
&& pulls me in close.
she tells me things that no one else knows.
my mind boggles,
he hit her too.
"Momma, what's the way threw?"
"I don't remember, just be quiet and Pray."
"I know that God's coming someday."
Hopefully soon.
"How can I be me if I don't even know who I am..."
June 04, 2008
THE HEAT IS ON!� I am getting my first experience with the hot weather here in the south.� Yesterday is was 88, today 94 and tomorrow it is going to be 97.� Thank God I’m leaving town to head to Atlanta, it’s only a high 93 for the weekend.� Yesterday I had to work outside all day.� We are getting our merchandise trailer ready to go on the road.� We had to inventory existing stock and then load it up with new merchandise, reorganize, and get it all cleaned up.� What I found working in the heat is that if you just move at a steady pace it’s not so bad.� Once you get over the creepy feeling of having sweaty underwear it’s all right.� I just reminisce about the days at Hartman’s and frying chicken in the heat.� Now, I only have to stand on an asphalt track with only adds about 20 degrees, the chicken fryer�was much hotter than that.
It is hard to fail, but it is worse
never to have tried to succeed.
�
June 3, 2008
Sunday night while working at JGSR I had the opportunity to take a “champ ride”.� I rode with one of the instructors in his car after we were done with all of our clients.� The first thing I told him when we were done was that I think he was speeding on pit road.� He took off so fast out of the pit and as you near the track all you see is the track banking up and the big white wall!!� I was a little nervous, but he just whipped that car up on the track and we were on our way.� Lap speeds at Lowe’s are about 170 miles per hour (that’s for trained professionals).� It was really fun!� It was hard for me to stay focused just sitting in the seat; I can’t imagine right now how it is driving!!� Most people who do the driving experience comment that they can’t imagine doing that for 400 laps.� They are usually exhausted after 8 laps.�
Feeling it build right now.
No reason.
Just fear.� And anxiety.� And a sickness in my stomach.� And omg flight response is kicking in big time.
fuck fuck fuck
i don't even know what i need to run from
fuck
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